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Aku hendak kan kebebasan supaya kau tidak lagi singgah di hati dan fikiran ku ini...

TOLONGLAH lepaskan aku...Jiwaku dibelenggu dirimu...

When those memories come....

Assalamualaikum...Today...

Wanna share about my small reunion with ex-classmates at SEMESTI 04/08...I really miss them very much so I've decided to go out with them...Plans keep changing because at first we want to meet at Sunway Pyramid BUT as FAten said it is too far,we went to Midvalley at last...It was a tiring day for me...Can you guys imagine??? Wandering at the same shopping complex twice??? At first I went there with my friends and then I came back to Er yi's house as I stayed there for 3 days 2 nights (loooooong weeekend ma!)...Then,We went out to MIdvalley AGain!!! We need to buy dresses for Chinese New YEar anyway...after 3 hours shopping I cant get what I want...The dresses not interesting at all!!! So depressed...arggghhhh Give up buying dress,we went to Carrefour yayayaya to buy some titbits...yeay!!! the end of the shopping...

 

there you go!!! This pic was taken by a cleaner...We dont even speak anything to him...Just gave the hp and he help us...That's the miracle of silence hahahah

 

Eton n cikram...eh2 where is that place??? why there were people using chopsticks??? later we will know ahaaa

 

eton is making an advertisement about ___________'s chopstick!!! cannot tell yet where is that place~erksss

 

see that's the answer...So clear ma!!! We were eating at Sushi King,topfloor,Midvalley Megamall...Hahah I keep a lot of money just to go out with my fren...I still spend my money wisely...I have to...We were pretending to drink the cold green tea while all the cups were empty...love you guys very much!!!

 

ANA!!! Why??? you dont look at the camera???cisss...If you guys realise Ana has her own trademark while we take her picture...PEACE NOT WAR...isn't it true???

P/S:I feel very happy and no more stress...I am thinking to go back to college with an energetic and happy soul...InsyaAllah...Having a very nice n tiring weekend...

Status: I will always remember you until the day I die...

I AM OK

Why??? People keep asking me what happen between me and that guy...Nothing happened anyway...It is just we need time and space to think after a very big challenge which is the gossips at college...

Maybe I am not that very close with him anymore but I dont know why??? i just feel uncomfortable to talk with him...Everything changed...No more walking together to class or chit chat at RC...we all are busy with our Bangsawan's preparation that's all

There's no fighting between me and him...Just do not misunderstand that...I am too tired to answer all those craps questions...Moreover,I dont want anymore gossips between me and him...

It tears my heart apart and crash it into pieces...

No one knows what I feel about that!!!

Guilty,Happy,Sinful or bla3....

That's all!!!

salam

SOMBRE

What is the meaning of sombre??? It doesn't make sense at all when suddenly someone feels it...There must be reasonssss!!!

I just wanna share about things happened to me recently...it happens because of him...


To him:
We were close previously when she introduced me to you...
We were best friends earlier...
BUT the day you said it I CANT ACCEPT!!!
You know how much sins I've done and you must know the guilt that I felt right now...
You are very important to me...
Sincerely, I love you very much my fren...
We have known each other for 4 years BUT how come those 8 letters which make 1 phrase alter everything???
I know you said you want to be honest with me!!! But you are afraid with the outcome...
Did it makes you feel SOMBRE???
No more smsing,no more calling and no more contacts???
I just hope that our friendship last forever...
I always remember your words about we need each other because you understand me and so do I...
NOW WITH FULL OF LOVE I JUST HOPE WE ARE BFF UNTIL MY LAST BREATH...

InsyaAllah...I pray that feeling will disappear as soon as possible as I dont want you to get the SOMBRENESS I got today!!!

I want you to be happy...I know you deserve sum1 better,,,Just take care of yourself and I give you time to think and made the decision...BUT please bear in your mind that I LOVE YOU FOREVER N EVER as my BFF...(@,@)

you are sooo comeyyyy!!!

 

I do not have any idea when I fall for him...Maybe right after I watched DOREMIFASOLASIDO movie...He does not look like a gentleman BUT he has features of gentleman...There might be a lot of his fans out there afford to do anything for him because they have loads of money in their pockets...

 

This the picture when he sang last song for his gf while he has been dumped by her because of Kang Hee Won! This bad guy took away Shin Eun Gyu's gf until he had Alzheimer's disease...:(

BUT they are so sweet and his gf put a lot of effort to cure him and reminds him about their sweet memories while they became couple...I loooove that very much!

The last dialogue that I cant forget about him is I AM SORRY BECAUSE I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH...

All songs he sang during that night relate to her because he wants her back but he knows he cannot...Guys, you must watch this movie...

 

What can I really comment about his picture??? For me,there's no imperfection in his pics...Look at this pic... I agree that he is truly a cosmopolitan hahahahaha...Black suits him very well because it makes him looks elegant. Moreover,we can see his white skin clearly when he wear those tuxedo...(maybe it is a tuxedo)

 

His SMILE...Oh,how it touched me to the deep of my heart...My heart beats very fast whenever I saw his pictures...I just feel like he is staring at me...(Blushed) heheh...

P/S:He is just 23 years old and same age like my sis...Ahah I can call him Oppa ngeh3...Sarang hae yo Geun Seuk Oppa...mmmuuuuuaaaahhhhh

specially for reza ahmad navarro.don....

Assalamualaikum mr reza,
As I promise you I will post something for you at my blog....
Let me tell you something...I will use Bahasa Malaysia as you say my English is very bad!!!

Semalam mase kat ym apsal ko pura2 tak kenal aku mule2??? aku mmg xkenal sape ko mule2 tapi aku teringat ttg senior aku ahmad reza sebab kawan ko bagi mail bebudak batch ko kat aku...

owh yer kan ko attack aku gile2 sebab ko kate world today is full of murky people...aku tak terasa pown tapi seolah2 ko nak maksudkan org tu ialah aku!!!

pastu ko ckp lak yg aku ni bajet mesra ah sebab chat ngan senior dengan memulakan dengan salam dan tye WHERE ARE YOU? aku tatau lak yg mende tuh nampak macam bajet mesra...aku bukan nak bajet mesra tapi aku teringin nak tau kat mane senior2 aku berada...

aku teringin nak bagi ko satu award iaitu LELAKI PERTAMA PALING KURANG AJAR pernah wujud dalam hidup aku...

mase kat SEMESTI mmg aku xpernah bercakap ngan ko sebab aku tgok ko MACAM budak baik tapi malam tadi mmg aku dah nmpak sgt ar KEBAIKAN ko tuh!!!

owh yer ttg aku sbg EXTROVERT sebab nak tulis sumenyer dalam BLOG!!! kO ingat aku tatau ke yg satu dunia akan bace blog aku??? mesti ah aku tau!!! jadi ape yg aku nak cakap atau bebel kat blog ni bukan berkaitan ngan ko pown...lantak aku ah aku nak gtau org aku belajar kat mane or ape2 je yg aku suke...ape masalah ko??

ttg masalah org yg murky yg add ko kat ym secara random yg mintak seks or gambar lucah kat ko tuh aku rase kebanyakan chatters pown dapat tapi xde ah sehingga menyebabkan diorang attack org atau hina org macam yg ko buat kat aku!!! xde ah plak deme kate knp tye soalan where r u instead of who r u???
eh,come on ar ko lelaki takkan bende2 cmtu pown ko xleh nak tangkis??? kalo pmpuan tuh mmg tak pelik ar kalo die tak leh nak lawan all these murky people...

aku rase ni post aku paling panjang sebab istimewa untuk senior SEMESTI bernama AHMAD REZA...

kepada all semestian saye dah reveal sape ahmad reza yg saye anggap baik pada mulenyer rupe2nye seorang yang KURANG AJAR!!!

biar ah satu dunia bace post nih sebab aku tak kisah pown...dan ko plak kalo ko rase tak nak bace ape yg aku tulis kat satu dunia ko tak yah ar bace blog aku...xde org suh pown ko bace blog aku ko yg pilih sendiri...pastu nak mengata aku pulak...mmg dasar LELAKI KURANG AJAR!!!

boleh pulak mule2 chat ko pura2 tak kenal aku then lepas dah hina macam2 baru ko nak ngaku...ye ah aku kan BUDAK HINGUSAN 19 TAHUN yang ko malas nak layan...

aku terima je SORRY ko pada mulenyer tapi LEPAS CAKAP SORRY KO TAMBAH PLAK PENGHINAAN TUH LAGI....hahahhax mmg aku panas ar...

xpe ah semoga ko bahagia dalam hidup ko...dan semoga org bertahan ngan seseorang bernama AHMAD REZA EX SEMESTIAN BATCH 18!!!

Climb Up the HILL of KYUEM

 

We are at the top of the hill...look at the back ground and specially to KYUEMians where are we??? can u guys guess that??

 

look at our background hahahha...If I dont be careful while I climbed it I might fall from the top of the hill 

IT IS JUST SOOOO NICE TO CLIMB THE HILL...for INtan,it makes she feels taller as the tree itself hahaha...

anyway we climbed the hill this morning before we went to breakfast...

we also go to the playgroud at the teacher's flat and became the baby sitters just about several minutes heheh...

LOVE TO BE HERE AND GOT THE CHANCE TO CLIMB UP THE HILL

Oh! Like that!!!

Assalamualaikum...
Now,I keep thinking about Mechanics because I just realise we have finish our syllabus for M1...Yeah I know it is not very hard because it is just questions that used same pattern...

I WILL STRIVE VERY HARD!!!!

It is me who makes it look complicated

MECHANICS??? A VERY RELATED SUBJECT TO PHYSICS WHICH IS A SUBJECT THAT I DONT LIKE EARLIER BUT NOW...I LOOOOVE OT VERY MUCH

Assalamualaikum and a very pleasant Thursday...

It seems there's something wrong about me...What is it all about??? Let me tell you guys that I am really an anti-Mechanics student but now I fall in love with that subject...You know what I got my result for the unpredicted test where it shows my FULL MARK which is 15/50!!!!!!!!!! hahahhaha isn't that FULL???

I realise something where I need to start to focus more on this subject...It is just 7 questions for me to answer...That's all BUT All I need is the EFFORT...

I promise to myself that I will struggle very hard in All Subjects...

THIS BIG FAILURE MAKES ME FEEL DOWN,DOWN,DOWN HOWEVER I BELIEVE IN MYSELF IT IS NOT TOO LATE TO CHANGE IT!!! MAYBE I AM NOT THE BEST BUT I WANT TO BE AMONG THE BEST...INSYAALLAH

I feel the calmness after I heard IT

Assalamualaikum,,,
Sometimes I want to be a muallaf who is very innocent like a baby after converts to Islam...But I should feel grateful to Allah because He gave me the opportunity how these muallaf people totally changed after they get the guidance from HIM....

I feel the calmness after I heard the Asma Allah sang by Sami Yusuf (a muallaf previously a white people)...

To All Muslims,get it and feel the calmness that I felt...Sometimes it can make me cry and reminds me of my sins...MasyaAllah...

The Most Merciful and The Most Gracious Lord, please guide me...I am yours forever Ya Allah...

ALHAMDULILLAH....To My Friends whether you are Muslims or Non-Muslims...We know that we need SOMEONE to hear our pray...Although you success in your life, before it ends you will search for the TRUTH...Find the FAITH AND PROOF because at last you know that Allah is the God of this wonderful Universe...

(@,@)---@ LET US EMPTY OUR MIND AND THINK ABOUT IT!!!

THE BEST RELIGION FOR ME IS ISLAM...

Petbr0 ku sayang!!! ngeh3 (jangan marah ek)

SO,this post is specially for my Petbro:

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...

• First of all thank you for being the loveliest petbro I ever had in my life....At first it seems that I think that I am afraid to mingle with you but we ended as close petsib...InsyaAllah I will not last...
• Congratulations for the AS result...I dont know what's the whole result but as it seems u said u scored A for all the subjects I feel very happy...So,I think U can be my role-model in study hehehhe...
• May Allah Always Bless You and Your Family....
• I pray for your success and I hope you will do the same thing for me...Amin...

This post is specially for Abdulhaq Mohaidin....I dont know whether he will read this post or not...But this is what i can give him...W'slm...

There's something wrong???

http://akusayangsemesti.blogspot.com/

the URL above is the link to my blog...There's someone says that my spirit for SEMESTI is too high!!!
To that person, yes it is!!! i love semesti for sure...like u love ur previous school S*** hahahhaha...

there's nothing wrong about the URL anyway...It shows that I'm proud to be a semestian and an ex-semestian nowadays...I will remember my reminisces which I experienced at SEMESTI until my last breath!!!

InsyaAllah...

anyway u jangan plak nak buat URL yg ade name sekolah U...kalo ade jagelah...mmg I ATTACK ABES2 hahahahxxxx~erksss

P/S: I love SEMESTI very much!!!

My habit after Black0utttt...heee +.+'

 this is what i've done with the candles left after blackout yesterday...It is the longest blackout i ever had at KYUEM...hahaha

I dont know what I'm thinking about this candles...then, i had an idea to melt the candles and turn it to be that face above...who's face is that???

it is just im kinda boring heheh...i dont think i need to study the whole day so how about filling my free time doing that thing...heheh

there's no name for it...it is an UNKNOWN thingy thing...

I did it although i am not an artist or a professional in art fieldssss...

QUIET SATISFIED ABOUT WHAT I'VE DONE...HOPE TO DO IT AGAIN WHEN BLACKOUT HAPPEN NEXT TIME...

P/S: Lite the candles rarely while blackout so that u will hace leftover candles to create a face of an UNKNOWN in ur life hahax

What the heck that happened???

I never had blushing face!!! BUT why I blushed??? Is this how I look like when I blushed last night and today...It can be said I blushed in 4 classes out of 6 classes!!!

I thought I will never experience that BUT it seems people around me realise that...
Reddish face is like a grilled prawn...

I am sooooo shy about what happened but I cant look back...I need to look forward,move forward and forward after this...

I dont know whether I can say that it is a sweet or bitter to blush in front of the crowds...

WHAT THE HECK THAT HAPPENED???

Anyway I will remember IT for the rest of my life...

Manifesto Night in KYUEM

 BIAS! BIAS! BIAS!hahahaha

hurmmm...i just wanna share something that i think it happened because of unawareness of SOME people... when treasurers-to-be finish their manifestos,seems like all people keep asking same questions...

to the person who said that TALK IS CHEAP, it seems like that thing reflects to you...i dont point this to anybody but u will know if that person is YOU!!!

sport excos:
we cant blame them because they won uncontested...it is just no one wants to join SC because they know the real life as SC is just too hard...

food excos:
2 excos came with same manifestos and 1 exco just talk simple as ABC

religious excos:
someone suggests for them to request for speaker at musolla because they cant hear azan very well...

TO ALL SC NOMINEES DO NOT SMILE JUST BECAUSE YOU WANT PEOPLE TO VOTE YOU BUT SMILE BECAUSE THAT SMILE COMES SINCERELY FROM DEEP OF YOUR HEART...